November 18, 2013 § Leave a comment
Today is turning into one of those days when you realize you should’ve really heeded your gut and just stayed in bed instead of getting out and being in the world. There is a strong sense of tamas-ness in the body today, physical and emotional, which made for a practice that was done out of obligation rather than enthusiasm. The mind was and still is in a ‘I don’t want to be here’ mode. Another interesting occurrence I’m observing is a craving for fatty, oily junk food. Avoidance eating?
The cittavrtti is strong today (well duh, when isn’t it?) and I am in too much of a n’importe quoi mood to resist. At the same time, this post on acceptance appeared in my inbox this morning so perhaps it’s about time I started ‘OK-ing’ this blaseness instead of wishing I felt better.
I’ll start tomorrow.